I can tell you taste like the sky

fishnettfettish @ 2004-05-02T14:46:00

2004-05-02T18:47:09Z

Humm... considering the fact that none of the pictures in this journal work anymore, I've decided to just get a new one.

IgnoretheSm0ke

add it people.

This one won't be used anymore.

fishnettfettish @ 2004-04-29T21:02:00

2004-04-30T01:04:48Z

HELLO ALL.

I just downed a couple of Smirnoff Triple Blacks.

"Everybody in the club get tipsy."

fishnettfettish @ 2004-04-25T18:30:00

2004-04-25T22:32:30Z

Without it all,
I'm choking on nothing.
It's clear in my head
and I'm screaming for something.
Knowing nothing is better than knowing it all.

you'll remember me like a melody

2004-04-22T01:36:30Z

Though dreams can be deceiving,
Like faces are to hearts.
They serve for sweet relieving,
When fantasy and reality lie too far apart.

animals have consciences. face it you fucker.

2004-04-21T03:42:32Z

HAPPY 420!!!!

Not only is it the best holiday ever, but it's Phil's birthday. So he came over for dinner. I got him a fucking awesome hookah and some peach tobacco because I'm the bestest girlfriend in the world. Yep. Then we set it up outside in my backyard and put it to good use. Then the coal's smoke burned my eyes. And that sucked. But it was all good nonetheless. Then me and Phil broke in 420 with some nice hazzzeeee. [EDIT]

Anyway,
We polluted our lungs the whole night.
Which is how 420 should be spent.

P.S. Happy Birthday April.
P.P.S. Happy Birthday Hitler.

prettiest.girl.ever.

2004-04-14T22:42:47Z

AHEM,

I love you.

Please Marry Me.

great.

2004-04-13T16:11:27Z

I remember when "friends" meant not fucking each other over.

I guess that was then.

And I guess I'm the idiot.

p.s. phil: thanks for cheering me up

2004-04-12T04:09:33Z

I guess I can't really trust anybody but myself.
That kind of....fucking sucks.

Anyway,
I love bunny worshipping holidays.

Phil came over today. We consumed massive amounts of Smirnoff Ice, good food, marijuana, and Easter candy. Then we watched a movie and made weird faces at each other during it. We were fat and lazy the entire day. I loved it.

I have this entire week off. FUCK YES.
Who is comming to hang out with me?

Friday I'm taking the train down to go see Kerry at her college. I can't fucking wait. I miss her soo fucking much. I'll definetly have some pictures then.

Nite Lovers.
Leave some comments so I know someone out there still reads this thing.

fishnettfettish @ 2004-04-10T00:21:00

2004-04-10T04:23:16Z

You give me something to sleep to at night.

<3

Cause all I have left is my memories of yesterday

2004-04-09T21:31:46Z

I can not stop eating the colorful goldfish.

FUCK YES PEPPERIDGE FARM!

I loves me some mel<3

2004-04-06T03:14:56Z

Hand me downs and photographs,
spread .a c r o s s. the floor.
A broken record spins in circles,
she can't listen anymore.

fishnettfettish @ 2004-04-03T00:30:00

2004-04-03T05:32:39Z

Tonight was beautiful.

I love you Manda<3
I love you Mel<3

Fuck.. I have that bad taste in my mouth again.

fishnettfettish @ 2004-03-31T21:28:00

2004-04-01T02:30:22Z

C.W.S.D.

Compulsive Weed Smoking Disorder.

belated birthday post

2004-03-30T02:14:25Z

Happy Birthday Angela!

I Looovee You!

Sex.Goddess.

I could explain this. But I won't.

Hide and Seek with Mo.

Weee pretty.

Jackie and Czarina are so. so. so. hot.

I dunno what's going on in this picture.

See? Soooo hot.

Christina is soooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo pretty.

MARACAS!

OO la la. Christina is hot.

Very hot.

KAAAAAAIIIIIIIIIIITT! I love my cute little kait.

Oh Czarina.

Jizzm?

Meg ponders... I think.

Dancing.

yum.

P.S. I apologize for the coloring in some of them. We were sitting under pretty red lights. And sometimes, I just like to see people with deep red skin. ISTHATWEIRDORSOMETHING?

The end.

fishnettfettish @ 2004-03-25T21:01:00

2004-03-26T02:42:25Z

I'm alive when you're touching me

fishnettfettish @ 2004-03-23T22:08:00

2004-03-24T03:10:32Z

These new Marlboro Menthol cigarettes upset me.

I can't shake this feeling from my head.

2004-03-23T03:40:25Z

I'm not sure of what I should do.

When every thought
I'm thinking of
is you.

I'm waiting, and waiting for you.

2004-03-22T18:43:32Z

I haven't updated in awhile. Sorrryy.

Kerry was came home for the entire week.
Therefore.... I am soo fucking burnt.

Highlights of My Week and Weekend:

- After leaving a hateful message on Phil's voicebox, he came over with a pretty pink rose and a stuffed animal. Which worked... considering I'm a sucker for roses and a sad puppy dog face. God damn my weaknesses.
- Eating an entire carton of Dannon's Drinkable Yogurt with Kerry in under 2 hours.
- Watching Kerry hang a singing duck with toliet paper. ("Holy Shit. That's some strong toliet paper."
- Being taken to the city by Phil to a sold out concert. Then saying "fuck it" and going to a hookah bar after Phil scalped his ticket.
- Having about 6 grams of pot on me. It made me orgasm. YUM.
- Going to the mall with Kerry and buying 30 bucks worth of incense.
- Having to sneak Phil out of my house after we fell asleep for about 2 hours.
- Seeing Manda.. even though she had a bad time :( However, I love her and missed her very, veryyy much.
- Finding out that I'm going to Spain this summer with Kerry, Mike, and Xeila. AMAZING.

There's alot more... but I'm kinda sick, and kinda delirious. Soooo I'll post them later... or not. That's pretty much the gist of it though.

Pictures comming soon..... whenever Kerry wants to get off her lazy ass and send them to me :)

Later lovers <3

fishnettfettish @ 2004-03-12T18:38:00

2004-03-12T23:47:57Z

Whoops.

Forgive me, sometimes I forget to post in this thing.

My dog is back from the animal hospital. Though, you wouldn't know she was in there in the first place, since I haven't posted in a few days. But she was pretty sick for awhile so we took her to the vet. She's home and better now.

GO ME.

Wow.. what an accomplishment.
I suck.

I'm waiting for Phil now (as usual). Then maybe meeting up with Mel. Who knows what's going on.

Tomorrow Kerry is comming home and we're going to Fame.
Weeeeeee.

That's really all I have to say.
<3

fishnettfettish @ 2004-03-01T21:46:00

2004-03-02T03:53:39Z

Phil actually came over last night.

And it was the best night ever. We ate dinner, hung out in my room, and watched Super Troopers. I don't remember ever being this happy and this close with anyone like I am with him. He says he is going to attach himself to me with velcro, so we can never be separated. I think it's a perfect idea.

Prettiest eyes EVER. mine.mine.mine.mine.

<3

changes, changes...

2004-02-29T23:38:28Z

This weekend was alright.

Friday I was supposed to hang out with a couple of people, but I guess things just didn't work out as they were planned. So I rented Half Baked, stayed home and had a little "self-bonding" time. [Aka.. know one loves me.] "Self bonding time" included cigarettes, weed, and Half Baked.

Saturday I woke up went to work. Then I came home and took a shower. Then Roemer picked me up and I went back to work. Then Roemer picked me up again [because he's soooo great] and we went back to my house and had some Hamburger helper. Then we walked Half Baked. Then Mel came cause she's the best. Mel rolled a blunt as we waited for Phil.. who came at.... 9:30 ...at night, and made me sad. But at least he came. That's all that matters. Roemer went home [booo] and me, Phil, Mel, and Amanda drove around and smoked a blunt. Then we went to the Diner... which sucked. There was fucking vegtables on my CHEESE Quesadila (spelling?) Fuck those vegtables. After the fun night, I went home.

Today, woke up and bought a new black hoodie and Super Troopers. Super Troopers is quite possibly one of the funniest movies ever. [Littering aaaaaannnnnnndd... Littering annnnnnnnd...] He's comming "soon" though. Hopefully...

Now I'm waiting for Phil. Supposedly, after he takes his "quick" shower, he's comming over.

No one reads this unless I put pictures, so here you go..

Key Factors of Friday Night:

Cigarettes.

Snapple.

Ash Tray.

Half Baked & Hubba Bubba Sweet Roll Bubble Gum.

Last, but not least: Weed.

Saturday:

The Mel <3

Fabulous.

Mel hard at work.

fishnettfettish @ 2004-02-27T18:34:00

2004-02-27T23:43:09Z

I FUCKING HATE EVERYONE.

please die.
die.
die.
die.

in.cu.bator.

2004-02-25T23:31:00Z

VIVA LA REVOLUTION

I'm starting a revolution.

Miss Angela and Miss Lauren are joining me.

WHO ELSE IS?

"Lap.Top."

2004-02-24T23:09:52Z

My heart was the target.
It found your arrow.

The vacation is unfortunately over.

It pretty much consisted of working, hanging out with Phil, seeing Amanda, and doing lots of other fun stuff. I didn't see Lauren however, cause I'm fucking stupid. I hope still loves me, because I still love her lots. Sorry <3

Now I'm stuck being extremely bored 4 days of of the week. Please, kill me. [Or call me. Or sneak me out of my house. One of those.]

current clothing:	school skirt and shirt
current mood:	good
current taste:	ginger ale
current hair:	down and messy
current annoyance:	myself
current smell:	some pretty perfume
current thing you ought to be doing:	studying/homework
current jewelry:	tons of bead bracellettes, a bead necklace, and rings
current book:	granny porn
current refreshment:	ginger ale
current worry:	lonliness
current crush:	computer geek <3
current favorite celebrity:	Johnny Depp
current longing:	i wan to be kissing a computer geek
current music:	The Yeah Yeah Yeahs - Maps
current wish:	to read people's minds
current lyric in your head:	"I think about you much more than I should" - 311
current makeup (if you're a girl!):	worn off eyeliner
current undergarments:	the usual
current regret:	turning on my radio
current desktop picture:	a Dali painting
current plans for tonight/weekend:	phil.manda.lauren...etc.
current cuss word du jour:	FUCK
current disappointment:	i need money
current amusement:	weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee(d)
current IM/person you're talking to:	phil
current love:	that's a dangerous word
current obsession:	white chocolate
current avoidance:	many
current thing or things on your wall:	pictures and pretty things
current favorite book:	Go Ask Alice
current favorite movie:	A Requiem for a Dream

currents!@*&!*@&^& brought to you by BZOINK!

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Basics
Name::	Denise
Birthplace::	in a hospital
Birthdate::	12/29
Current City of Residence::	East Meadow
Family Members::	Mom, Dad, J, Kerry
Favorites
Color::	pink and black
Beverage::	dr pepper
Movie::	A Requiem for a Dream
Musical::	.. musical?
Board Game::	Clue, Risk, or Cranium
Computer Game::	any
Game to Roleplay::	uhhhh what?
Animal::	cat
Sport::	gymnastics
Book::	Go Ask Alice
A Day In The Life..
School::	sucks
Typical Mood::	depends on who I'm with
Usually Found?::	in my room
Collects::	memories
Have You Ever
Been kissed::	yep
Done drugs::	yep
Eaten an entire box of Oreos:	close
Eaten sushi::	i hate sushi
Been on stage::	yep
Been in a car accident::	yep
This or That
Cold or Hot::	Warm
Blue or Red::	Pink
Rain or Snow::	Neither
Wool or Cotton::	cotton
Private or Public School::	school in general sucks
Chocolate or Plain Milk::	chocolate milk
Celsius or Farenheit::	farenheit.. cause it sounds cooler
Spring or Fall::	fall
Science or History::	science
Math or English::	english
"Love Life"
Do you like somebody?::	yessir
Do they know?::	yep
Do you want them?::	very much
Are they hot?::	yep
Random
Who do you e-mail the most?:	i dont.. really.. email people
Who do you IM the most?:	manda or phil
Who are you talking to now?::	phil
Are you currently in love?::	love is such a strong word
Is this survey lame?::	nope
Isn't bzoink! nifty? =) ::	oh yes
In 24 hours have you...
...Showered?::	about to now
...Had a serious talk?::	nope
...Hugged someone?::	yep
...Gotten along with your parents?::	yep
...Fought with a friend?::	eehhhh
...Done something kind for someone?:	i think so
Do You Like To...
Give hugs?::	yep
Give back rubs?::	yep
Take walks in the rain?::	depends on who I'm taking the walk with
Cook?::	microwave?
Eat?::	yep
Sleep?::	of course
Who..?
..Knows you the best?::	Amanda
..Have you known the longest?::	Lauren
..Do you know the most about?::	Amanda
..Do you consider your friend?::	umm... i dunno.. all my friends?
..Is most likely to end up in jail?::	Phil :)
..Can you go to with your problems?::	Amanda
..Do you want to get to know better?::	Phil
..Do you spend the most time with?::	Manda or Phil
Have You...
..Been to a concert?::	many
..Loved someone so much it made you cry?::	yep
..Cheated on a test?::	yep
..Ever stalked someone?::	contrary to popular opinion, no. I haven't.
..Done something you regret?::	everyone has
..Been in an online relationship?::	yep
Random Questions
Single or Hooked?::	hooked
What is your worst habit?::	biting my nails/cracking fingers/smoking
Scariest moment?::	grandpa went to the hospital
Do you swear too much?::	unfortunately
How do you feel about homosexuality?::	DO ITTTTTT
Where are you right now?::	computer room
Are you sitting by anyone?::	umm.. ginger ale
What song are you listening to?::	Third Eye Blind - Jumper
What is the last thing you said?::	probably something stupid
What's on your mousepad?::	LION KING :)
What are the last four digits of your phone number?::	1490
What was the last thing you ate?::	meatballs and raviolis
If you were a crayon, what color would you be?::	black... and pink? I'll make my own fucking color.
How many buddies do you have on your list?::	in which category?
What's the weather like right now?::	it was snowing before... wtf?
What do you feel like doing?::	showering
What is your favorite quote?::	(at the present moment) "My heart was the target. It found your arrow" - 311

Lame-Stupid-Random Survey brought to you by BZOINK!

fishnettfettish @ 2004-02-19T16:26:00

2004-02-19T21:43:33Z

Dear Kerry,

I caught mom and dad having sex last night.
They were giggling like children.
And had the door locked.

I am fucking traumatized.

Love always,
Denise.